Wondering meaning 2018

Invisible, vital changes are taking place for life and living. Constantly spewing unhealthy and changing for the worse. With a wonderful view, she slowly lets thoughts take over.

Feels almost surreal where the smells are wonderful and life is only now. Slowly lets her eyes close and suddenly he is there. She tries to embrace but can't quite reach.

Reflection from the surface creates colors and she opens up, ponders meaning.